i was young, very very young.

but i liked you

i was optimistic. you have bigger heart

i had a lonely and big heart

thought mine is bigger than anyone.

yes, this is true until now. how very strange that nothing has changed after a few years

i had so many time frustrated big this big heart, so closed it. i am about MAN in broad sense. doesnt' matter girl or boy. not easy to have big heart _ _ _ _ _

what is your definition of a big heart? how is your heart now?

may i say what the definition of BIG HEART by others?

BIG HEART means, you are weak... emotional, close to kinds one... you are not acocuntable... you are talking a lot about your secrets you trust others as the last stupid one, after you will have problem from your trust

you are open to everyone but when they look at your heart they never washing their hands before. after BIG HEARTED one staring not to trust, not to love, not to open him/herself. they are not clean with their intention when talking/treating you.or they are not as open, as trusty as nice as ... you.

BIG HEARTED one is easy cake. but this is in short distance, marathon

In long term BIG HEARTED one is more "practical/pragmatic", hence they know that life is marathon big not sprinter distance

at the end of the life i will think that i trusted+helped+supported+understand+shared" many ones issue. i will go back home with smile.

how about one who always were opposite the BIG HEARTED one? Do they able to bring back home every thing or emotions and memories only? for me the richness is now memory, 1000000000 people I will met in my life and their smile.

(you are talking so complex things but which i believe are very true)

okey beauty... you are constant in everything, so you are not "fake" emotioned one. you are also trusted one here