" There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard we try. They would never stop loving. I wouldn't expect you to understand that, or even believe it, but trust me, there are some love that don't go away. And maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be lucky to end up with that somebody who has a little of that insanity. Somebody who never let go. Somebody who cherishes you forever."

- Ally McBeal

beautiful in its hurting... haunting...

JESUS to a CHILD

Kindness in your eyes
I guess you heard me cry
You smiled at me
Like Jesus to a child

I'm blessed, I know
Heaven sent and heaven stole
You smiled at me
Like Jesus to a child

And what have I learned
From all this pain?
I thought I'd never feel the same
About anyone
Or anything again

But now I know
When you find love
When you know that it exists
Then the lover that you miss
Will come to you
On those cold, cold nights

When you've been loved
When you know it holds such bliss
Then the lover that you kissed
Will comfort you
When there's no hope in sight

Sadness in your eyes
No one guessed, or no one tried
You smiled at me
Like Jesus to a child

Loveless and cold
With your last breath you saved my soul
You smiled at me
Like Jesus to a child

And what have I learned
From all these tears
I've waited for you all those years
And just when it began
He took your love away
But I still say

When you find love
When you know that it exists
Then the lover that you miss
Will come to you
On those cold, cold nights

When you've been loved
When you know it holds such bliss
Then the lover that you kissed
Will comfort you
When there's no hope in sight

So the words you could not say
I'll sing them for you
And the love we would have made
I'll make it for two
For every single memory
Has become a part of me

You will always be
My love

Well, I've been loved
So I know just what love is
And the lover that I kissed
Is always by my side

Oh the lover I still miss
Was Jesus to a child

one day
i was walking
along the streets of Chuncheon (korea - 2 hours from Seoul)

i had a sighting
and che is there
waiting

alas i found him
and im reminded

of our turtling...

hehe...

who design the rivers ?

I took this picture some weks ago, somewhere over our magic lands of Amazonia. I wonder then, who design the rivers?, why those shapes?, is it the pattern of life ?, from point A to B, curves, deltas, oneway, anyway.
I wonder also, which river Cliff took?, where is sailing Helen?, is Fatosh diving under the water?, is Eduardao fishing or swiming by?. If I just would have a parashut... to join them, again.

Gonchi, Cochabamba, cold winter night, silverlining memories. (watch out the missils Korea!)

princess knight

princess knight

funny but this post has no text or whatever. i guess this must be the day that i coined this pen name. my habibis (quatros amigos) call me princess and i often like to think of myself as a defender of something higher than myself (therefore a knight?)...

and by the way, it just amazes me that a few days ago, "a friend of a friend" actually called me again "princess", just in passing while on Queenstown MRT. ;-) perhaps he doesnt even recall this actually.

- today is 26 Oct 09