maybe... it is

if i dont, why i find myself
yearning to see you, be with you, touch you

if i dont, why i feel restless
when i feel something bothers you

and why do i care so much
that you are ok, not lonely nor blue

if i dont, why i find myself also thinkin
sometimes dreamin about you

then there are moments
i even cry and its all because of you

if i dont, why when the phone rings
id like to believe its you

if i dont, why i want to be near you
always, always (but i try to hold myself)

if i dont, why i enjoy kisses and embrace
though its brotherly

if i dont, why i can stay and listen
to your broken hearted stories
knowing your heart belongs to someone else

if i dont, why i wish you to have her
if i dont, why i want you to find such happiness
though my heart crashes

then maybe, yes, it is... maybe its affection, care
and then maybe, yo te quiero?


its funny and hard to explain but the feelings are true. i have confusions, questions on reasons.
but its a good feeling to care for someone. its a big surprise, but its good to know that I can care and love in a special way again.