Monday, April 30, 2007

i feel that i could cry right now, but i have no tears

oh, probably i also finished my tears. no tears could flow from my eyes but the more painful are the tears i feel in my heart

no way to go out...

its just trapped there... and its painful... really heavy
it was so confusse for me, as if I had in drugs... i couldn t feel the time that day, everything was so intensive, till I arrive dto toulouse, then after some 3 more hours of talking with my sister...

I arrived to her Cahor's home... after dinner and all of that, I finally reached the bed... alone, terribly alone, in a room.

then, I sat in the bed, tired of all that intensive day....

i toke out our class picture from my bag, i put it in the floor... then I started to cry.... I realized then that everything was over.

that was one of the most terrible feeling moments in my life. I felt very empty.

i only remember that they, as they stayed one more day at campus, they felt the spaces so empty of life.

Here comes the clown
His face is a wall
No window
No air at aall
In the dark of the night
Those faces they haunt me
But I wish you were
So close to me
By my side

Thursday, April 19, 2007

I just knock the door of god
with your hands
like two birds
like two blossoms
like two tears

I just knock the door of god
with your eyes
like two marbles


- fatos...
"When men started to sail across oceans and continents, they discovered lands and people which are different from their own...First, they conquered because the land/people discovered tend to fight them with bows, arrows and stones.

Then they lived with them... became part of them. He planted his seeds and earned in this new land. Then he understood really what it was to be like them...

So centuries come, his children became native to this land... New people again came... but as their forebear taught them... they welcomed them... "


but maybe not this simple...

Sunday, April 01, 2007

live... a forwarded message!

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.